16 September 2009

I hate, i mean it, i REALLY HATE this person.

Just a liar.

He just CanNOT be trusted.

Put NOT your secret unto him.

He is a bad guy, be careful of him.

Becareful of him, sisters..

He is scary, can hurt ur feeling. Can LIE.

Are you lying to me?

I really cannot guess on what you are up to.

You seem like so near, but you also try to stay away.

I feel so painful, I almost cry.
Is this what you mean by the pain you feel every night that you told me last time?

You really confuse me.

Is it my fault too that I also sometimes actually try to draw back from you?
But it is you who hurt me first, so that's why I am like this to you now.

I was actually waiting for you.
But I was disappointed, you never come.

You seem like so true when I asked you whether you are real.
But in the fact, you really so different.

Are you (still) lying to me?
Don't cheat me..

I am confused..

S**t.

makin bikin bingung aja.
maunya apa sih?
haiz.

klo di hp, kata2nya ramahhh bgt sampe ketagihan.
tapi di kenyatannya kok agak beda.
bener dia yang sms bukan sih.
ato aku salah nge catet nomor hape..

bener2 bikin pusing.
dan sakit hati.
merasa dibohongi.

hahaha.. (ketawa yang miris) haiz..

Being virtuous

terkadang aku bingung, perlu gak sih aku mjd baik hati ato bantu2 kepada orang2 di sekitarku?

aku merasa selama ini aku sudah menjadi orang terallu baik, selalu menolong orang lain,tapi pada akhirnya mereka semua meninggalkan aku. aku jadi kecewa. aku jadi takut dan malas untuk bantu ato bersikap baik kepada orang lain lagi. karena pikirku pada akhirnya toh mereka akan pergi juga. ngapain aku baik2in mereka..

percuma.

tapi, aku gak boleh berpikir begini terus. pada akhirnya kebaikan bukan agar mereka baik kembali kepada kita.
kita baik kepada orang lain, pada akhirnya untuk kebaikan kita sendiri. untuk memupuk pahala diri kita sendiri.

harus diingat hal ini nancy.

ya harus ku ingat, krn sekarang aku hampir give up nge bantu orang ato baik sama orang lain.
karena aku sudah kecewa dengan hasil kebaikan yang kubuat.

my love psychology test

from:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx?q=b


Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

another personality test

from:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

my psychology test

from:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.